1 00:00:05,960 --> 00:00:03,139 ready we're going all right I have 2 00:00:09,259 --> 00:00:05,970 Randall Nickerson and Selma siddik 3 00:00:09,799 --> 00:00:09,269 welcome to the show you both hello good 4 00:00:12,200 --> 00:00:09,809 to see you 5 00:00:16,250 --> 00:00:12,210 I know we have to share a microphone all 6 00:00:19,130 --> 00:00:16,260 right so if you are regular on my show 7 00:00:22,160 --> 00:00:19,140 you listen to some aback I think was it 8 00:00:24,950 --> 00:00:22,170 was it a year ago I thought it was like 9 00:00:26,390 --> 00:00:24,960 October or something yeah and it was 10 00:00:27,560 --> 00:00:26,400 wonderful it's so nice to meet you nice 11 00:00:31,370 --> 00:00:27,570 to meet you as well 12 00:00:34,310 --> 00:00:31,380 yeah and so you were telling me earlier 13 00:00:36,020 --> 00:00:34,320 you you've had quite a bit of response 14 00:00:38,420 --> 00:00:36,030 since sub you were actually on on my 15 00:00:42,319 --> 00:00:38,430 show can you talk about that yeah 16 00:00:46,400 --> 00:00:42,329 Wow so since I was on your show I have 17 00:00:50,540 --> 00:00:46,410 had an overwhelming number of people 18 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:50,550 reach out to me via many social media 19 00:00:56,240 --> 00:00:52,730 channels just saying that they 20 00:00:57,889 --> 00:00:56,250 appreciated the show they appreciated me 21 00:01:01,790 --> 00:00:57,899 telling the story they appreciated the 22 00:01:04,369 --> 00:01:01,800 movie coming out and that it inspired 23 00:01:06,740 --> 00:01:04,379 them to share their story many of whom 24 00:01:11,300 --> 00:01:06,750 did share their story with me I'll share 25 00:01:18,440 --> 00:01:15,020 and so it was it was just it was it's 26 00:01:19,730 --> 00:01:18,450 been incredible just to know that they 27 00:01:21,350 --> 00:01:19,740 are the people out there who have had 28 00:01:25,219 --> 00:01:21,360 similar experiences some of whom 29 00:01:27,410 --> 00:01:25,229 continue to have experiences and who are 30 00:01:28,969 --> 00:01:27,420 willing to talk about them and and 31 00:01:30,980 --> 00:01:28,979 appreciate the fact that that I'm 32 00:01:32,359 --> 00:01:30,990 sharing mine so it was it was a lot of 33 00:01:34,940 --> 00:01:32,369 love and I appreciate it little 34 00:01:39,289 --> 00:01:34,950 overwhelming but no any regrets at all 35 00:01:41,450 --> 00:01:39,299 for that I'm coming on the show no no 36 00:01:43,580 --> 00:01:41,460 because I think everybody deserves an 37 00:01:46,520 --> 00:01:43,590 opportunity to say what they want to say 38 00:01:47,990 --> 00:01:46,530 and I think I do at least I tried to do 39 00:01:49,550 --> 00:01:48,000 a very good job of you know hearing 40 00:01:51,889 --> 00:01:49,560 people out saying thank you and you know 41 00:01:54,859 --> 00:01:51,899 I don't need to friend everybody but I 42 00:01:56,690 --> 00:01:54,869 think that sometimes or a lot of times 43 00:02:00,170 --> 00:01:56,700 all people want is just to be heard and 44 00:02:02,060 --> 00:02:00,180 so I think if you have a similar 45 00:02:03,319 --> 00:02:02,070 experience and you're sharing your 46 00:02:04,760 --> 00:02:03,329 experience with someone else who has had 47 00:02:07,429 --> 00:02:04,770 something similar or you want it's just 48 00:02:08,930 --> 00:02:07,439 it's that connection and I think that 49 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:08,940 that's that that's okay I love it I 50 00:02:14,740 --> 00:02:11,810 don't regret it at all not yet 51 00:02:16,300 --> 00:02:14,750 have a that your email address or 52 00:02:18,610 --> 00:02:16,310 nothing was posted there so they just 53 00:02:21,309 --> 00:02:18,620 find you on facebook because that is not 54 00:02:23,110 --> 00:02:21,319 hard to find anybody these days you 55 00:02:28,479 --> 00:02:23,120 literally have to be off the grid like 56 00:02:30,490 --> 00:02:28,489 literally even if there were no there 57 00:02:31,809 --> 00:02:30,500 was no like actual physical contact you 58 00:02:33,880 --> 00:02:31,819 just need someone's face you can google 59 00:02:35,830 --> 00:02:33,890 image the person and you know you you 60 00:02:39,490 --> 00:02:35,840 can find somebody so no people have 61 00:02:41,680 --> 00:02:39,500 reached out to me in various ways it's 62 00:02:43,630 --> 00:02:41,690 you know we're at work as common 63 00:02:46,690 --> 00:02:43,640 knowledge I was gonna ask about work 64 00:02:49,390 --> 00:02:46,700 it's a and did we did people were people 65 00:02:52,120 --> 00:02:49,400 aware at work since you started working 66 00:02:53,620 --> 00:02:52,130 wherever you're working what what had 67 00:02:55,780 --> 00:02:53,630 happened or did that actually come out 68 00:02:57,850 --> 00:02:55,790 slowly or actually before I came on your 69 00:02:59,860 --> 00:02:57,860 show why I let my supervisor know well 70 00:03:02,680 --> 00:02:59,870 because that just for PR purposes of 71 00:03:05,830 --> 00:03:02,690 course I wanted I wanted her to know 72 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:05,840 going in that that this was a 73 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:07,970 possibility you know obviously I'm not 74 00:03:10,750 --> 00:03:09,410 gonna talk necessarily it's not about 75 00:03:12,910 --> 00:03:10,760 where I work but somebody could ask that 76 00:03:15,370 --> 00:03:12,920 which i think is relevant I think my 77 00:03:16,780 --> 00:03:15,380 choice to do the work that I do has a 78 00:03:19,599 --> 00:03:16,790 lot to do with my experience and where 79 00:03:23,949 --> 00:03:19,609 I'm from and I think just Who I am 80 00:03:25,780 --> 00:03:23,959 but my experience as an 11 year old at 81 00:03:27,910 --> 00:03:25,790 school in the playground that day has 82 00:03:31,960 --> 00:03:27,920 definitely shaped and informed a lot of 83 00:03:33,759 --> 00:03:31,970 what I do so not everybody at work knows 84 00:03:36,160 --> 00:03:33,769 I don't think they need to but the 85 00:03:38,170 --> 00:03:36,170 people who do know what they need to 86 00:03:41,740 --> 00:03:38,180 know and it's been very supportive so 87 00:03:44,500 --> 00:03:41,750 I'm very grateful for the person that 88 00:03:45,879 --> 00:03:44,510 hasn't heard your story that I know I'm 89 00:03:49,270 --> 00:03:45,889 gonna get a lot of email if I don't ask 90 00:03:51,099 --> 00:03:49,280 you to just kind of in a nutshell 91 00:03:54,280 --> 00:03:51,109 explain what you what what your 92 00:03:56,729 --> 00:03:54,290 experience was if you wouldn't mind sure 93 00:04:00,759 --> 00:03:56,739 I guess 94 00:04:03,340 --> 00:04:00,769 you know summary of it just because I 95 00:04:05,110 --> 00:04:03,350 spoken about it so much and it's not 96 00:04:06,490 --> 00:04:05,120 that I mind is that I I honestly have to 97 00:04:08,860 --> 00:04:06,500 get into a mindset to do that because 98 00:04:11,020 --> 00:04:08,870 it's not I don't dwell on it every day 99 00:04:13,479 --> 00:04:11,030 so it's almost like I have to get into a 100 00:04:14,830 --> 00:04:13,489 meditative state to to be like okay this 101 00:04:16,750 --> 00:04:14,840 is what I'm going to do which is 102 00:04:21,070 --> 00:04:16,760 probably why I spent most of the day in 103 00:04:23,470 --> 00:04:21,080 the hotel room today I really really am 104 00:04:28,090 --> 00:04:23,480 but basically in a nutshell we 105 00:04:32,890 --> 00:04:28,100 were having our recess I was 11 years 106 00:04:36,640 --> 00:04:32,900 old in a rural town of Zimbabwe called 107 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:36,650 Rua the school used to be a farm so it 108 00:04:40,840 --> 00:04:38,570 was a pretty rural school and very small 109 00:04:42,370 --> 00:04:40,850 at the time it was very I'm still fairly 110 00:04:44,290 --> 00:04:42,380 new so I think Rani 111 00:04:46,150 --> 00:04:44,300 Randall told me that they weren't they 112 00:04:48,610 --> 00:04:46,160 weren't more than 200 students I thought 113 00:04:51,010 --> 00:04:48,620 it was three but I think it was 280 or 114 00:04:52,810 --> 00:04:51,020 something there we go 115 00:04:57,390 --> 00:04:52,820 so not a lot style classes were pretty 116 00:05:00,790 --> 00:04:57,400 small but we were having recess and I 117 00:05:02,980 --> 00:05:00,800 was with my usual friends as you do we 118 00:05:08,500 --> 00:05:02,990 eating our lunch and we saw something 119 00:05:11,380 --> 00:05:08,510 shiny a ways away in in the bush it was 120 00:05:13,750 --> 00:05:11,390 pretty much bush because apart from the 121 00:05:15,220 --> 00:05:13,760 playground it was all it was it's a 122 00:05:19,110 --> 00:05:15,230 savanna region so there was very tall 123 00:05:21,670 --> 00:05:19,120 grass and a lot of trees and a lot of a 124 00:05:24,070 --> 00:05:21,680 lot of like copies which I guess I like 125 00:05:26,740 --> 00:05:24,080 it's a very like a stony hill so a lot 126 00:05:31,120 --> 00:05:26,750 of granite rock so we saw something 127 00:05:32,710 --> 00:05:31,130 shiny over on these copies and then it 128 00:05:34,090 --> 00:05:32,720 was flashing you could see it and then 129 00:05:35,680 --> 00:05:34,100 you couldn't see it or it could have 130 00:05:37,720 --> 00:05:35,690 actually been flashing we couldn't I 131 00:05:39,910 --> 00:05:37,730 can't I still don't know today but it 132 00:05:41,890 --> 00:05:39,920 was incredibly incredibly bright and 133 00:05:45,490 --> 00:05:41,900 very different from anything we had seen 134 00:05:50,230 --> 00:05:45,500 before and then my friend who I was 135 00:05:52,750 --> 00:05:50,240 standing next to she and I saw like a 136 00:05:55,930 --> 00:05:52,760 being I guess and if there were multiple 137 00:05:58,120 --> 00:05:55,940 beings I don't know but they all looked 138 00:06:00,970 --> 00:05:58,130 exactly the same and you actually walk 139 00:06:03,990 --> 00:06:00,980 toward the object we did not walk 140 00:06:07,450 --> 00:06:04,000 towards the object we walked toward the 141 00:06:09,820 --> 00:06:07,460 the barrier of the playground which is 142 00:06:11,350 --> 00:06:09,830 sort of where the beam was but not cross 143 00:06:13,510 --> 00:06:11,360 the barrier we didn't cross the barrier 144 00:06:15,010 --> 00:06:13,520 so it was really a lot of you know we 145 00:06:16,090 --> 00:06:15,020 were inquisitive what what is this I 146 00:06:17,860 --> 00:06:16,100 don't know what this isn't it's sort of 147 00:06:19,270 --> 00:06:17,870 you know any human being is going to try 148 00:06:21,490 --> 00:06:19,280 and rationalize what it is that they're 149 00:06:23,770 --> 00:06:21,500 seeing and as an 11 year old we couldn't 150 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:23,780 couldn't really put into words what it 151 00:06:29,800 --> 00:06:25,970 was we were seeing and trying to justify 152 00:06:34,830 --> 00:06:29,810 it and so you know it was very and like 153 00:06:40,530 --> 00:06:38,939 a really big head really big eyes if it 154 00:06:44,100 --> 00:06:40,540 did have a nose couldn't really see it 155 00:06:45,780 --> 00:06:44,110 but also that but the skin pigmentation 156 00:06:48,510 --> 00:06:45,790 was very very different it was very odd 157 00:06:51,710 --> 00:06:48,520 it was nothing like I'd ever seen before 158 00:06:54,990 --> 00:06:51,720 and the closest thing that I could 159 00:06:57,090 --> 00:06:55,000 compare what it was wearing would be 160 00:06:59,450 --> 00:06:57,100 something like a scuba diving suit it 161 00:07:03,689 --> 00:06:59,460 was just very form-fitting very black 162 00:07:05,100 --> 00:07:03,699 shiny at times but I don't know if that 163 00:07:07,140 --> 00:07:05,110 was just a sudden it was a pretty pretty 164 00:07:09,540 --> 00:07:07,150 warm day it was a beautiful day every 165 00:07:11,370 --> 00:07:09,550 day is beautiful in Zimbabwe actually so 166 00:07:14,700 --> 00:07:11,380 it was it was just a very normal day and 167 00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:14,710 then this happened it was very very 168 00:07:18,270 --> 00:07:17,410 immense very intense and Kaylee has 169 00:07:20,640 --> 00:07:18,280 changed my life 170 00:07:22,980 --> 00:07:20,650 so in a nutshell that's it yeah did you 171 00:07:24,780 --> 00:07:22,990 did you walk away when this was 172 00:07:27,480 --> 00:07:24,790 happening or did you stay there until it 173 00:07:32,760 --> 00:07:27,490 walked away or turned away or went away 174 00:07:35,520 --> 00:07:32,770 yeah no I actually I actually broke my I 175 00:07:37,469 --> 00:07:35,530 lock with it because I wanted to go and 176 00:07:38,670 --> 00:07:37,479 check on my brother and sister who were 177 00:07:41,010 --> 00:07:38,680 much younger and playing in a different 178 00:07:43,050 --> 00:07:41,020 part of the playground because I felt 179 00:07:45,570 --> 00:07:43,060 that if I was afraid then they must be 180 00:07:47,070 --> 00:07:45,580 terrified too but there are a lot of 181 00:07:50,969 --> 00:07:47,080 other things that happened during this 182 00:07:55,560 --> 00:07:50,979 interlocking moment that I go into and 183 00:07:58,409 --> 00:07:55,570 in my piece tomorrow but once I let go 184 00:07:59,820 --> 00:07:58,419 of my friends hand and I disconnected 185 00:08:02,460 --> 00:07:59,830 from that gaze which was not an easy 186 00:08:05,100 --> 00:08:02,470 thing to do at all I feel like it took 187 00:08:06,540 --> 00:08:05,110 every ounce of effort and energy from me 188 00:08:10,650 --> 00:08:06,550 and I felt absolutely exhausted 189 00:08:13,409 --> 00:08:10,660 afterward I didn't see it again well now 190 00:08:15,089 --> 00:08:13,419 someone I had a lot of critics from the 191 00:08:17,159 --> 00:08:15,099 last interview did with you and a lot of 192 00:08:19,320 --> 00:08:17,169 it one of the things had one of the 193 00:08:22,230 --> 00:08:19,330 people made a really good point you 194 00:08:24,570 --> 00:08:22,240 mentioned that there was no telepathic 195 00:08:26,550 --> 00:08:24,580 message to you and someone wanted to 196 00:08:29,219 --> 00:08:26,560 know why you thought there was no 197 00:08:31,440 --> 00:08:29,229 telepathic when other people had it I 198 00:08:33,269 --> 00:08:31,450 think that's a great question um so this 199 00:08:36,120 --> 00:08:33,279 is something I've been I've been 200 00:08:39,510 --> 00:08:36,130 pondering over especially since your 201 00:08:41,120 --> 00:08:39,520 podcast and in talking more about what 202 00:08:45,819 --> 00:08:41,130 happened and being a lot older now 203 00:08:48,730 --> 00:08:45,829 trying to figure some pieces out I think 204 00:08:51,650 --> 00:08:48,740 if I did get a message I don't remember 205 00:08:54,499 --> 00:08:51,660 so because I don't remember doesn't mean 206 00:08:57,919 --> 00:08:54,509 it didn't happen but I think that the 207 00:09:00,319 --> 00:08:57,929 fact that I disconnected this 208 00:09:03,049 --> 00:09:00,329 interlocking moment has a lot to do with 209 00:09:05,239 --> 00:09:03,059 it but honestly during that moment I 210 00:09:07,040 --> 00:09:05,249 don't know that and I don't know how 211 00:09:09,259 --> 00:09:07,050 long that moment was for I could not 212 00:09:13,129 --> 00:09:09,269 tell you my sense of time was completely 213 00:09:14,660 --> 00:09:13,139 warped everything slowed down and I 214 00:09:16,460 --> 00:09:14,670 couldn't hear a thing this is a 215 00:09:18,499 --> 00:09:16,470 playground full of children of course 216 00:09:20,210 --> 00:09:18,509 they were they were kids playing on this 217 00:09:21,919 --> 00:09:20,220 side and they were some other kids who 218 00:09:23,840 --> 00:09:21,929 were very confused by what was going on 219 00:09:25,970 --> 00:09:23,850 and some started to cry so there was 220 00:09:31,249 --> 00:09:25,980 definitely noise but I couldn't hear a 221 00:09:33,949 --> 00:09:31,259 thing so I think me breaking breaking 222 00:09:35,780 --> 00:09:33,959 the locked gaze has a lot to do with it 223 00:09:37,040 --> 00:09:35,790 but I don't want to sit you and say that 224 00:09:40,819 --> 00:09:37,050 it was easy because it wasn't 225 00:09:42,980 --> 00:09:40,829 I have never I have never felt so tired 226 00:09:43,879 --> 00:09:42,990 and drained in all my life really yes 227 00:09:46,429 --> 00:09:43,889 yes 228 00:09:49,759 --> 00:09:46,439 and you probably it was totally confused 229 00:09:52,879 --> 00:09:49,769 by why that was yes I couldn't might so 230 00:09:56,329 --> 00:09:52,889 I the this is a very interesting thing 231 00:09:57,559 --> 00:09:56,339 that I'm actually I just came in to like 232 00:10:00,499 --> 00:09:57,569 I was talking about it yesterday and I 233 00:10:01,939 --> 00:10:00,509 was like my heartbeat in my you know you 234 00:10:04,789 --> 00:10:01,949 can hear your heartbeat when it's been 235 00:10:07,129 --> 00:10:04,799 really fast I've definitely had 236 00:10:09,079 --> 00:10:07,139 publications in that moment even though 237 00:10:11,539 --> 00:10:09,089 everything was slowed down which was so 238 00:10:14,059 --> 00:10:11,549 trippy I don't even know how to describe 239 00:10:16,489 --> 00:10:14,069 like but I just remembered this 240 00:10:19,699 --> 00:10:16,499 yesterday and so as what I'm realizing 241 00:10:24,139 --> 00:10:19,709 is as I'm talking more about the 242 00:10:28,039 --> 00:10:24,149 incident which I never really did on 243 00:10:30,499 --> 00:10:28,049 this much of a scale before and and as 244 00:10:33,559 --> 00:10:30,509 in-depth and I'm not older and I'm able 245 00:10:36,109 --> 00:10:33,569 to I think do a lot of inner assessment 246 00:10:39,530 --> 00:10:36,119 and an outer assessment that it really 247 00:10:42,350 --> 00:10:39,540 it really it helps me to be able to dig 248 00:10:44,989 --> 00:10:42,360 into things that I maybe wasn't I wasn't 249 00:10:46,970 --> 00:10:44,999 ready to tap into before so I definitely 250 00:10:49,340 --> 00:10:46,980 appreciate that and I appreciate having 251 00:10:51,619 --> 00:10:49,350 this platform to like really unwind and 252 00:10:53,150 --> 00:10:51,629 talk about some things that um maybe I 253 00:10:55,100 --> 00:10:53,160 didn't want I didn't want to think about 254 00:10:55,910 --> 00:10:55,110 before because I I don't know how to 255 00:10:57,980 --> 00:10:55,920 make sense 256 00:11:01,190 --> 00:10:57,990 of it has anyone ever asked you to do 257 00:11:03,069 --> 00:11:01,200 regression yes and what's your thoughts 258 00:11:06,680 --> 00:11:03,079 on that no okay 259 00:11:08,990 --> 00:11:06,690 not yet yeah no III are you are you 260 00:11:11,720 --> 00:11:09,000 afraid that there's something hidden 261 00:11:13,850 --> 00:11:11,730 that you might discover that's that 262 00:11:15,019 --> 00:11:13,860 you're afraid of yes I understand I'm 263 00:11:17,329 --> 00:11:15,029 not ready to face that yet 264 00:11:19,910 --> 00:11:17,339 sure but I will me I'm not saying it's 265 00:11:21,230 --> 00:11:19,920 no forever I would like to do a little I 266 00:11:22,970 --> 00:11:21,240 would like to do a lot more research 267 00:11:24,170 --> 00:11:22,980 into what that entails and I want to be 268 00:11:25,220 --> 00:11:24,180 able to trust the person that's doing it 269 00:11:29,420 --> 00:11:25,230 it's not just gonna be some random 270 00:11:30,980 --> 00:11:29,430 person so I also am aware that you know 271 00:11:34,819 --> 00:11:30,990 once you know something you can't unknow 272 00:11:35,750 --> 00:11:34,829 it mm-hm and I don't think it's that I'm 273 00:11:39,019 --> 00:11:35,760 afraid of knowing 274 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:39,029 I think it's that I'm afraid that I 275 00:11:44,810 --> 00:11:40,410 won't know what to do with what I know 276 00:11:46,670 --> 00:11:44,820 and I'm somebody who I like to I'm a 277 00:11:49,460 --> 00:11:46,680 very I'm a proactive person I'm all 278 00:11:52,939 --> 00:11:49,470 about action and and and I like to be 279 00:11:56,360 --> 00:11:52,949 you know I like to progress and so I 280 00:11:58,840 --> 00:11:56,370 want to be sure that I am mentally 281 00:12:02,030 --> 00:11:58,850 physically emotionally spiritually ready 282 00:12:04,340 --> 00:12:02,040 before I can tackle anything else that 283 00:12:06,949 --> 00:12:04,350 could come out of this regression of 284 00:12:08,560 --> 00:12:06,959 which I am I'm convinced that there'll 285 00:12:11,660 --> 00:12:08,570 be a lot yeah 286 00:12:15,199 --> 00:12:11,670 absolutely well that's great thank you 287 00:12:17,050 --> 00:12:15,209 so much thank you so Randall let's talk 288 00:12:19,610 --> 00:12:17,060 about your I was telling you earlier 289 00:12:21,740 --> 00:12:19,620 kind of teasing you that every show that 290 00:12:23,540 --> 00:12:21,750 I do seems someone saying when's the 291 00:12:25,970 --> 00:12:23,550 film coming out wins a film coming out 292 00:12:29,030 --> 00:12:25,980 so aerial phenomenon you've been working 293 00:12:31,009 --> 00:12:29,040 at it for ten years ten years and I will 294 00:12:33,230 --> 00:12:31,019 say to the audience that I know that 295 00:12:36,170 --> 00:12:33,240 you're extremely fussing what you do and 296 00:12:37,519 --> 00:12:36,180 it's gonna be amazing production so can 297 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:37,529 you just fill us in where it where 298 00:12:42,380 --> 00:12:40,170 everything stands yeah yeah I just want 299 00:12:44,150 --> 00:12:42,390 to say everybody that knows me everybody 300 00:12:46,490 --> 00:12:44,160 that knows me knows I'm a perfectionist 301 00:12:51,920 --> 00:12:46,500 yes and you know some people do get 302 00:12:53,600 --> 00:12:51,930 annoyed at that but yeah it's you know I 303 00:12:56,329 --> 00:12:53,610 you know I know people have been waiting 304 00:12:59,900 --> 00:12:56,339 for this I I do understand that but I 305 00:13:03,120 --> 00:12:59,910 feel like I feel I actually feel proud 306 00:13:06,940 --> 00:13:03,130 that it's taking this long in a sense 307 00:13:15,820 --> 00:13:06,950 because because of its been done right 308 00:13:17,769 --> 00:13:15,830 and I feel like yeah it's just a lot of 309 00:13:20,139 --> 00:13:17,779 work I'm a little exhausted I've been 310 00:13:22,329 --> 00:13:20,149 working 11 to 8 o'clock in the morning 311 00:13:26,620 --> 00:13:22,339 to 11:00 at night for I don't even know 312 00:13:30,160 --> 00:13:26,630 how long now months and but we're very 313 00:13:33,250 --> 00:13:30,170 close you like you know desolation of 314 00:13:36,490 --> 00:13:33,260 yours too right it is yeah it is I mean 315 00:13:40,240 --> 00:13:36,500 just listening to her salma be able to 316 00:13:42,460 --> 00:13:40,250 say what she just said and have getting 317 00:13:45,010 --> 00:13:42,470 the feedback that she's been getting and 318 00:13:46,420 --> 00:13:45,020 having other people [\h__\h] be able to 319 00:13:48,160 --> 00:13:46,430 share their stories that and that means 320 00:13:50,139 --> 00:13:48,170 the world to make sure that means so 321 00:13:53,860 --> 00:13:50,149 much more to this in just a film right 322 00:13:55,329 --> 00:13:53,870 it's about it's about having people be 323 00:13:56,949 --> 00:13:55,339 able to be heard and you said it 324 00:14:00,940 --> 00:13:56,959 perfectly 325 00:14:03,300 --> 00:14:00,950 and so yeah well this year definitely is 326 00:14:08,319 --> 00:14:03,310 gonna be the year man I can definitely 327 00:14:09,730 --> 00:14:08,329 positively say that and have like 200 328 00:14:12,100 --> 00:14:09,740 days left or even less than that 329 00:14:14,889 --> 00:14:12,110 yeah yeah so actually one hundred and 330 00:14:17,740 --> 00:14:14,899 one hundred and thirty days or something 331 00:14:20,800 --> 00:14:17,750 like that yeah so yeah exactly right so 332 00:14:23,590 --> 00:14:20,810 on him down so yeah I mean at some point 333 00:14:25,600 --> 00:14:23,600 soon it's I'm not gonna even know when 334 00:14:28,180 --> 00:14:25,610 the decision will not just be my 335 00:14:30,250 --> 00:14:28,190 decision as far as yeah release date 336 00:14:32,019 --> 00:14:30,260 well we'll stay in touch for sure I will 337 00:14:33,699 --> 00:14:32,029 definitely help you in that it's really 338 00:14:36,100 --> 00:14:33,709 but I'm so excited for people to see it 339 00:14:39,030 --> 00:14:36,110 because it's yeah it's a you know it's a 340 00:14:42,010 --> 00:14:39,040 powerful story it's a work of art it's 341 00:14:45,090 --> 00:14:42,020 I've had just great people working on it 342 00:14:47,800 --> 00:14:45,100 and and so much help from so many people 343 00:14:49,960 --> 00:14:47,810 you know through go fund or you know not 344 00:14:53,290 --> 00:14:49,970 go fund me but yeah different pages and 345 00:14:55,900 --> 00:14:53,300 donations I mean we've had a hundreds of 346 00:14:57,850 --> 00:14:55,910 people have been involved yeah yeah all